I am frustrated because my kid is almost 2 1/2.

I have worked since he was 2 months old. I feel like I have missed so much. I know people do it all the time, but it's not normal human nature to internally, deep down, think this is somehow normal for a mom, unless they are criminal drug addicts. You get my drift. 

I see my kid for about 3 hours before he goes to bed. Then for about 10 minutes in the morning. It's worse now because he's old enough to say "Mommy, don't go work". It breaks. my. heart.

I am in a very bad mood. I'm trying very hard not to be. I want to lie in bed and shut everything out and just be. Be. Yeah. So much for that.

I'm sooooooo damn irritated, I could actually throw a brick at a something I shouldn't and not give a shit.

I don't like being like this.